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I've been writing love letters. Only put one of them up, but there's about a dozen to go into my box.
Yes, my box of suicide notes does contain other things I've neglected to send. I write them out in my nicest handwriting, with my good pens and good papers, fold them up and seal them away and never do anything with them.
Might be interesting, one day, to take a look at what I've written.
I've been realizing that Nate, who was the boy I 'stepped out with' in fifth grade, was the closest I've ever come to having a significant, romantic, other. There was a girl my senior year of high school, but I never told her and I'm not entirely sure she knew I existed, and anyway I don't think I was ever really in love with her. I haven't found myself thinking of her on and off whenever it rains for years, just whenever someone brings up 'who have you had crushes on?', which isn't often.
I still miss him.
Yes, my box of suicide notes does contain other things I've neglected to send. I write them out in my nicest handwriting, with my good pens and good papers, fold them up and seal them away and never do anything with them.
Might be interesting, one day, to take a look at what I've written.
I've been realizing that Nate, who was the boy I 'stepped out with' in fifth grade, was the closest I've ever come to having a significant, romantic, other. There was a girl my senior year of high school, but I never told her and I'm not entirely sure she knew I existed, and anyway I don't think I was ever really in love with her. I haven't found myself thinking of her on and off whenever it rains for years, just whenever someone brings up 'who have you had crushes on?', which isn't often.
I still miss him.
If you've been trying to get ahold of me:
We haven't had internet at home for over a month, though that appears to be fixed now. I'm trying to catch up on things, but we're currently in production and I have midterms, so no promises.
Papercuts, everywhere!
You may have noticed the papercuts. There are four of them now, and a few more in progress, mostly because I'm somewhat bored waiting for classes to start. Currently I've pretty much exclusively been doing Otherworlde characters selected at random (no, seriously, I go through the student folder and pick images I like and/or look simple enough to cut), but I thought I'd mention that I: a. take suggestions (aka requests) and b. mail them off if whoever owns/requested the character wants it. No money involved, just an address. (shipping is something around $0.43, because they are letter sized and letter shaped and very, very light, which even I
Wondering if I should buy pepper spray
...Or just stick with the battery terminal cleaner/super heavy flashlight combo I've got in my backpack right now.
Thinking about it because I just got added from the waitlist for my Linguistics class, which I really need to take unless I want to take yet another year at my current school, but the class gets out at 4, which means I take the bus at 5, after sitting at the bus stop for almost an hour, and get back at 6. Hardly the latest class I've ever had, but Rocklin is not South Sac. At all.
I'm not a conventionally pretty girl to start with, nor do I dress 'sexily' in any way shape or form (my clothes tend towards long sleeves, high coll
*Incoherent snarling*
Mostly past the incoherent capslock rage crossed with terrible language. Mostly.
Firmly in the 'rip his lungs out with my teeth through his eye sockets, open up his ribcage like a cabinet and eat his heart raw then forcefeed him his own testicles and tongue and fingers and then we'll see how well he can communicate with anyone' stage.
Here's what you need to know: girl cousin #14 is 14. She thinks she's the next Juliet. Her 'Romeo' is an 18 year old boy. Girl cousin #14 has a large handful of learning disabilities and brain chemical imbalances. I believe she ranks at the high end of the autism scale. (There is a possibility that this is ano
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May it be a day when you're deeply in love and happy that you look over all the old notes, and may you laugh with the letters.