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I've been writing love letters. Only put one of them up, but there's about a dozen to go into my box.

Yes, my box of suicide notes does contain other things I've neglected to send. I write them out in my nicest handwriting, with my good pens and good papers, fold them up and seal them away and never do anything with them.

Might be interesting, one day, to take a look at what I've written.

I've been realizing that Nate, who was the boy I 'stepped out with' in fifth grade, was the closest I've ever come to having a significant, romantic, other. There was a girl my senior year of high school, but I never told her and I'm not entirely sure she knew I existed, and anyway I don't think I was ever really in love with her. I haven't found myself thinking of her on and off whenever it rains for years, just whenever someone brings up 'who have you had crushes on?', which isn't often.

I still miss him.
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DarthVengeance0325's avatar
May it be a day when you're deeply in love and happy that you look over all the old notes, and may you laugh with the letters.